Finally Updating....

Wow, so much has happened in my life since I've last updated this blog. Some things are yet uncertain, some things are yet to be, some things are still up in the air...BUT...one thing I know for sure is that Jesus is the same yesterday, today, and forever!!

Since my last post, I have been walking through valley experiences. I have learned a few things along the way. Recently, I thought about a sound that is so EXTREMELY loud in heaven, but almost muted on the earth. Does anyone know what that is??

The answer is: Shattered Dreams and Broken Hearts

If your heart is hurting, no one on earth may know. Believe me when I tell you that I know how well it can be hidden. However, God wants you to know that He is aware of your pain. It is His desire that you give your heart to Him, so that He can mend the devastation.

God loves us SO much. It is His desire to set us free, and it is His will that we share that freedom with others!

Let not one day go by where a simple gesture of His Love through my smile doesn't get shared with others!

Today

Have you anxiously waited for a certain day or an exciting event, to have it f-i-n-a-l-l-y come. Well, today's a big day for me. Today, I get to speak with my birth mother for the first time. Right now, as I type, it's 2:10 p.m. My heart is beating a mile a minute, my hands are sweaty, my knees are weak, but I am excited.

What am I going to say??

How am I going to share how much my life has changed since my last blog entry so long ago?

I don't know, but ask me after 9:00 p.m. and I'll let you know how it went.


Thanks God!! You knew that before 2:00 today, the load I was carrying was more than I could handle. I love you!!